Why cant life be simple? Why cant is just be? Why is it I have to cry inside for noone else to see? Why cant my life be mine instead of everyone elses? Why do I carry so much guilt for things I have no control over? Why cant the pain stop? Why cant they see without me having to have a nervous breakdown? Why cant someone hold me for a change and let me be the one to fall apart? Why do I have to be so strong? Why do I have to take care of everyone? Why when noone takes care of me? Why do I feel so alone when I am surrounded by so many people? Why do I have to make all the decisions? Why cant I just sit back and let someone else take over? Why do I feel like I am dying inside and noone cares? Why cant I stop crying? WHY? WHY? WHY?